I just don’t see an end and I’m perfectly happy with that. In the end I can’t change my DNA – so what? Plenty of people take pills their entire lives to sustain them . I see HRT no differently even if there is a possibility I may not have to forever. These thoughts temper me in my timeline even if it seems so tangibly close. Knowing it’s a journey and the experiences and lessons I will certainly have makes it all the more worth savoring every last morsel.