Thank you Faith, your road has really made me … well moved me.
I love the term Paranoid Logic Rules, I had/have them my self. I avoided shopping when dressed as a guy a lot, when as a girl the story is so different. I think advertisers are a bunch of pent up sex crazed males, who try to exploit their feelings with the female sex symbols. Not good for us poor little MtF’s who see what we are but not all over the freaking place.
Also my heart goes out to you about your loved ones. I have it in reverse it was my Mom who passed and Father who is still around. He will never send such a card 😔, I miss my Mom so much she would have held me and comforted me.