I admit I had to look up Heyoka, but it sounds like an awful lot of my best friends in the world of trans women. Maybe we are a tribe of our own. Blue periods are good for cleansing things out as long as they don’t take over. I’ve had the same thoughts to resolve dysphoria and no I will eventually follow through. Some days it’s tough, but I try not to obsess.
You’re ok to post what you like Maria, these are open forums.