Don’t get me wrong! The other night was indeed hard, but I ended up being more excited about what is to come in my life than I have been for a long time. I feel that there comes a time when we all must examine our past, re-encounter and own the events of our life. It is because of those events that we have become the people we are. Only by knowing where we have been can we know how far we have come on our journey.
I took huge amounts of positive from the experience. It brought frexh to my mind the enthusiasm I feel for my life. It reaffirmed that I can visit my past, old friends, past times and maybe, in the future, those members of my birth family who face the other way now. I can do that and know that I am Jenni. I always was Jenni. I will be Jenni until I die.
Yours in joy! Jenni xxx