Same as me, only I am 59. my life was a big mess of emotional roller coaster. Not anymore I refuse to keep living as female. Its not who I am. Gender Dysphoria isn’t easy to live with. I hear your pain, I start T-hormone On Tuesday. The rest of my life I will live happy and proud.
Happy to have you here. You will find this place a friendly place to be , to talk, to learn, to ask Questions and get answers. Peace be with you.