Hello Gabrielle, Welcome to TGH.
I’m a trans woman who has not long “come out” to my family and mum doesn’t approve so I do understand lonliness.
Where do you live? I am lucky in that most of my friends have accepted me and I have a support group of mostly women who are fantastic; I really feel like one of the girls.
I grew up feeling so alone, isolated and confused; knew I didn’t fit in as male and was abused for “being gay” at the time when Aids was first in the news.
You will find everyone here is understanding, supportive and here for you so there’s no need to feel alone anymore. All you have to do is reach out as you have done.
Hugs from Melanie xx