Yeah, it is. The only jobs available to me, really, even before covid are manual labour jobs and unfortunately many of them are all or nothing, after being stagnant since January I can’t do a full day’s hard physical graft, my body just can’t take it. I need to build up the stamina again. Trubble is no money means can’t really go out to do that and a crippling fear of people in general don’t help much. But doctors don’t pay that no mind, that’s not a real issue, I’m just being lazy and bloody minded, apparently.
I admit physical labour isn’t really what I want to do any more, but it’s the only thing I’m qualified for so I don’t really have much choice.