October 18, 2020 at 5:50 am #89592
Yeah, it is. The only jobs available to me, really, even before covid are manual labour jobs and unfortunately many of them are all or nothing, after being stagnant since January I can’t do a full day’s hard physical graft, my body just can’t take it. I need to build up the stamina again. Trubble is no money means can’t really go out to do that and a crippling fear of people in general don’t help much. But doctors don’t pay that no mind, that’s not a real issue, I’m just being lazy and bloody minded, apparently.
I admit physical labour isn’t really what I want to do any more, but it’s the only thing I’m qualified for so I don’t really have much choice.