I’d like to start making changes. But it’s just like you’re saying about the human mind not allowing it very easily. So true. I think it has to do with us as humans having the subconscious desire to belong and conform. I want to feel a sense of belonging. It’s scary but I think I really would rather do nonconformity than conformity for the sake of my well being. I just have to take things slow. This is a “journey,” not a “race” just like you said before.