December 6, 2020 at 12:08 pm #91385
For me it was wanting to wear my friends that was a girl her clothes. Then sometimes I would sneak my moms lip gloss she never used and put it on when I was alone. Then when I was 12 I found my moms tampons and took one and tried it. I had to read the directions to see how to insert it. That memory particularly sticks out because that was the most feminine thing I had ever felt. Over time I would do it occasionally. But being so young it was like I just enjoyed how it felt but I never processed it. Looking bad I wish I had because I would be a lot further along then I am now.