Hey Georgie, welcome to TGH
I hope you’re having a nice relaxing weekend (at least as much as possible…)
I’m pretty new to all this as well, happy to chat anytime.
My first port of call (after finding the sister site CDH: at that time I had no idea I was trans) was to find a therapist specialising in gender issues (I found mine on the Pink Therapy website) and read as much info as I could find.
The best thing is finding that you’re not alone in what you’re going through; there’s many ways to be trans, but there’s many others you will find with similar experiences.
take care and stay safe