I am also new to this. I am just starting to ask “How far will this go?” I am beginning to realise that I don’t know what I want to identify as anymore but certainly not male.
How far that extends into Female is yet to be seen but I’ve dreamed of being a girl for years (Since School days) and I am far more comfortable in women’s clothing than male.
For the last few years, I have wanted my own boobs at the very least so that I can be who I am.
Today, I looked in the mirror and a slightly nervous Catherine looked back. Then she smiled and I knew that it wasn’t a mistake. The more I think about what I want, the more I want Catherine to be here more.
I know that my family and work colleagues are very likely to be supportive, but I want to fully explore if this is the journey I should take before I start to “Announce it to the world”.
I have just lost my wife but as I’ve been her full-time carer for at least 6 years, however this has not stopped the dressing and has, if anything, suppressed what I might want over caring for my wife. I do miss her, and she would have shared this journey if her health had got better. For now, it just me & Catherine making our way in the world.