When I was around 6 I thought that I was meant to have been born a girl.
When I was a teenager I tried to block it out and pushed it into background. I spent most of my life doing this, I often when alone would dress feminine. I couldn’t block it out completely ever. After I turned 50 or around there, I couldn’t block it out anymore. I created a second wardrobe for the other me and dressed as a woman more often as each year passed.
I dress fully as a woman often now’s and only wear woman’s undergarments. I did start to grow small breasts.around 5 years ago. But I stopped as I became fearfully of what others would think.
I think most of the t me now, everyday that I should have.keot going and would like to have a feminine figure and live as a female. But too scared to do it due to my thoughts of what others will think. Am struggling a lot now as to what I should do.