Hi, Susannah. Nice to meet you. Sounds like we have much in common. Very much in hiding, pushing our boundaries, scared of where it will lead. I’m also in no position to transition, either. And I’m still coming to grips with weather I have Gender Dysphoria. I have much to learn about myself. All I knew before I joined this site was that I wish I had been born female and that I loved being Autumn in private. But now, this site, the friends I’ve made since joining, have opened my eyes to something inside myself I didn’t know was there. Maybe we could share our journeys, learn from each other?