With these feelings it is best to talk a therapist .
I fully transition and I did it for me . Like Cathy has mentioned … I don’t care what people think . They are not me and I don’t let stigma control my life . Stigma is a control tool ….so the question is …do you want to control your own life or let that fear control it for you ? Only you can make the leap .
Good luck and I hope you are able to find that inner peace .