When I look in the mirror I see a woman who wants to be herself. When I am looking at my other self it’s almost as if it’s a stranger is looking back. I don’t like the hair on the face. I don’t like the look without makeup. I immediately what to improved her appearance.
Once the makeup is on and the woman is looking back at me, life feels right. When I go out into the world as Annie, I am calmer, patient, and cautious. I think as a woman thinks because that is who I am. I’m careful in parking lots. I stay where it well lite and people are around. I walk with smaller steps and am more purposeful with my movements. My purse is protected. My phone is In my hand. The womanly insecurities are with me. They protect me.