Glad that you dropped in. Hopefully this site will be helpful as you continue your journey.
I ask that you complete your Profile page as it helps other members to understand you and what’s going on. Also, you can update it at any time. Regular messages cannot be edited shortly after they are posted.
You said that you “have been trans for around thirty years now”. We have been trans for all of our lives. Our gender identity and sexual orientation is always with us, but you discovered your true gender identity 30 years ago…