You found us! Glad you did. It seems to me that you have taken a significant step towards sorting out what you need to do. I think the important thing to note as that MANY struggle for years and years and, sad to say, never get on with things. Anyway, many here have been through where you are now. While it has its own degree of difficulty, it is NOT impossible.
So, 2 things:
Please complete your Profile page. It helps others to get a sense of who you are and where your journey is taking you. You can update your page at any time if anything changes.
Also, we have a search utility where you can look for other members in Maryland. Click on Social and then Member Directory.