im emerging and coming to terms with who i really am. im 60 yrs old. i have 4 kids and a wife. my wife knows ive cross dressed and confronted me about it. i denied it was anything but fooling around. the kids dont know anything and if im outed the shame and humilation they could face makes me downright sick. i dont think i could face them about it.
at the same time i when i dress and put on makeup i get a euphoria i cant explain. i feel so right and feminine. i really suck at putting on makeup and i look ugly. i want so bad to get a pro makeover just to see if i can be pretty but i cant risk it. i have no one to talk to and im just so unhappy that i want to cry but i cant..
im hoping i can connect with someone just to talk with.
im so alone.
I can truly relate to you honey! I feel soo much like you do! Will you be my friend?