I am Jennifer, Jenn46 on CDH, I have met several really beautiful people there and hope to do the same here.
I was maybe 7 or 8 years old when I realized there was something wrong with wearing my sisters clothes, my moms shoes and it was made more than clear to me by my dad that it was wrong. I learned to hide it, and did that well, as I’m sure you have all done also. After all of these years I am at a crossroads in as much as this very desperate need to be Jenn in my everyday life is so overwhelming, and that time is almost gone for her. or to live the rest of my life as the man I was born in error and keep my loved ones safe and close. A story I’m sure is not at all foreign to all or most of you. But here I am, still ….
After several years of therapy I find myself no longer beating myself up and less and less guilty about me but unable to be truthful with my closest loved ones. So the work goes on.
Well, anyway, I hope to meet and chat with all of you and make new friends, perhaps even learn to have the courage to deal or cope.
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