Blue days. They happen. Woke up feeling a hint of the old ugly and have been having self destructive thoughts about my body or rather my testes. Wondering if I could take them myself. Wondering why I am only now on fire about it. Wondering what my love would think of these ugly thoughts. Have been shopping a therapist in earnest. I think the best answer is seeing the therapist for the local tribes. I am a roadman of the NAC and a heyoka spirit. I think she may be a decent fit.
Some of you may have seen my manic turbo posting and thought wtf? Well me too my beautiful ones, me too.
I pray my screwed up self has not alienated any of you and if so my apologies.
with love you you all 💗💋 MariaBella
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