Hey everyone, I’m Abby! So nice to meet all of you!
So here’s (briefly) my story…
I’ve been cross dressing (MTF) since I was around 17 and it’s always been a very sexual experience for me. It aroused me so much! As I got older, though, this started changing. I’m at the point now where it is just so comforting to be wearing women’s clothes. The more feminine I look and/or feel, the happier I am. It makes me so sad when I have to change back into guy clothes…
I started questioning my gender and sought out help from a therapist. I met up with her and was finally able to dress girly in front of someone! That was so exhilarating! It really opened my eyes to how much this meant to me.
I started looking more into trans stories (mostly on YouTube) and I can relate to them sooo much!
The more I think about it, and even as I’m typing this out, the more I feel like I should be a woman. I’m so so so terrified! I’m 31, married, and have a 9 month old baby daughter.
My wife found out about my cross dressing about 2 years ago and is 100% NOT accepting of it. I know if I come out to her as trans, our relationship will be over. I care the most about my daughter though. I want to be there for and with her as she grows up!
Ugh. I’m just so confused and scared.
Has anyone on here gone through something similar? How dis you handle it? What did you end up doing and how did it work out?
Feel free to message me! I’d love to chat and get to know you!
thanks for reading!
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