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hi I’m Lizzie im 28 and am finally ready to admit who I am. I’ve been dealing with gender dysphoria since I was little but lied to myself and denied it throughout my childhood and young adult life hoping it would just go away. Feeling guilty when I would steal my mom’s clothes or makeup just to feel like me and instantly run from the truth telling myself its just a phase as my my mom said when I got caught trying on her clothes around 10 years old. But it wasn’t a phase it was a weight on my back and mind dragging me down and keeping me where I believed I was supposed to be. Now at 28 I can’t do it anymore I finally did my makeup fully wore some cute clothes and looked at myself and what I saw…..was me. At that moment I knew that it was time to accept myself that was at the start of this year and I plan to make this year Lizzie’s year whether or not I come out fully this year I’m not sure but I do plan to make an appointment with a doctor and look into starting HRT. From there I don’t know what the future holds but for once in my life I feel like I’m the one walking the path lifting myself up instead of a husk getting dragged down into the mud and it makes me happy actually happy that’s not something that I can say has been normal for me but now I can say it is. Thank you for reading this if you did and hope maybe something here helped you as well ☺️
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