Hi there, I know that I probably should have created this intro a while ago but was still not sure what i wanted to say. As some of you may know, I am an ambassador over on CDH where I have been a member since the end of last May. So a little background, I have been out as a crossdresser to my wife for just over 3 years after spending 30+ years completely repressing my feelings. After a series of incidents ranging from deep depression, being concussed, seeing a therapist and realizing that I need to make a change, the barrier broke and I finally could admit it to myself the feelings that were alway there but refused to see. As I continue to grow and learn from being on these 2 sites, I am beginning to feel that there maybe more to this than me enjoying to dress in women’s clothes. I do get a sense of peace and happiness as well as something more that feels right. Yet, I do not want to lose the man that I grew up to be. So feeling a bit confused at times as to where this will lead but know that I must continue on. My hope is to find a balance and be fluid but more importantly to be happy with who I am however I express it. Thanks for reading.
Hugs and much love,
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