I’m 30 and to put it mildly, I’ve been through hell and back, then back again and came out in peices….several times over. After the worst thing in my life happened that robbed me of everything, literally including my sanity for a time, I’ve been trying to heal and I’ve been stumbling again and again.
…despite how I’m feeling, I don’t deal in feelings. I deal in logic and evidence and all signs point to me likely being trans….something I didn’t expect to uncover.
That’s troubling on many levels, but a few include the fact that in my life, I’ve never had what one might call an ego or sense of self. It wasn’t something I felt I was allowed to have, to be honest, so I went through life on autopilot, doing what I thought a man was expected to do. It was fine until I lost it all and I found myself vulnerable….
The scars are healed up, but remain, and I’m lost in so many directions simultaneously……
I need someone to talk too…..a stranger I can tell everything too so I can think a little more clearly about who I am and what I’m doing……please, help?
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