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Hi everyone, Rachel here!
I’m just realizing that I am transgender and it’s kinda freaking me out (in a good way lol). Throughout my life, I would always be jealous of how girls were able to just be. I always wanted to join the Girl Scouts. I wanted to paint my nails and wear dresses. I wanted to have a female’s body and not have my penis. I remember when I was around 4-5, I would have my sister outline my body in chalk and I would then draw nail polish, long hair, and a dress on my outline.
I have been privately crossdressing with clothes my sister was donating. When I look in the mirror while dressed up, I just feel amazing and wish that I could be born that way.
About 3 months ago, I started to put these all together and it just made sense that I’m transgender. I was high at the time, but I think THC helps you become more introspective. I’ve been reading countless Reddit posts and articles about what it’s like to have gender dysphoria and it mostly lines up with how I’m feeling.
I want to tell my friends and family about this, but I’m afraid they will start thinking of me as a freak. I’m not sure how I want to proceed with my life at this moment.
Well, it’s nice I found a trans community so I can air out my feelings with other like-minded people. I hope I can be more comfortable with my true self someday. 🙂
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