Hi I’m Andi. I’ve moved over from crossdresser heaven as I’ve admitted to myself and now my wife that I’m gender fluid. I have always dressed up in women’s clothes since I was a teenager but always in private and always believing it to be a sexual thing. As I’ve got older I’ve realised that needing to be feminine is a part of me. I’ve tried to repress these feelings for the sake of my marriage which has caused depression and distance in my relationship. However, for some time now I’ve been obsessing over who I am to the point that I found it hard to think of anything else. After coming out to myself and my wife (unplanned) I’ve settled and I am trying to explore openly this part of me. My wife does not want to know what I am doing and it is hard to speak with her, I think her knowing that I’ve dressed up in public would cause her difficulties. At some point I need to make a choice how my life will go, in the meantime baby steps and seeing how much make up I can wear at work before anyone notices is the way forward, x
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