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Hello to all my neighbors,
The Name I go by is Keleth. I’m 42 years old and have finally decided that I want to acknowledge my feelings of being a Man.
Here is my story, I’ve known I was a boy in a girls body since I was about 12 years old. I was talking about getting a sex change when I was about that same age to my best friend. I was always a Tom Boy and always played a male in my childhood games.
I grew up in an abusive situation also I never was allowed to be open and honest about who I am. I just couldn’t put that much more stress in the situation so I grew up ignoring the feelings of being a male. I stayed in hiding from all those who wouldn’t understand.
As an Adult I have very privately expressed my Masculinity in my Video Games that I play. My Main Character is always a Male and his name is always Ksparhawk or Keleth Sparhawk, I put so much of myself into the character and I came up with the name Keleth so I’ve decided that after my very closed minded Grandmother dies I’m going to change my name to Amethyst Keleth Wolfsong. Amethyst as that is my favorite stone, Keleth because my character in my games is so much of me, and Wolfsong to honor my Native American linage.
I figured out that there was a place for me in this community the day after my 42 birthday which was april 14. I was looking up something for a quest in the game New World and came across an article about Trans Kids. I read the article and realised I was a Trans Kid and that I’m a part of the Trans Community. So I started looked into it and realised that it might be time to acknowledge the part of me I’ve hid and ignored for so long.
I’m still in the closet were a few people are concerned but I’m going to start following my heart in my everyday life for the most part. My Grandmother and my Best Friends Adoptive dad are the only ones I just can’t let find out no matter what that I’m trans it would ruin pretty big parts of my life. They both just would not understand.
I long for the day when I can just be Keleth. But that is a while yet in coming.
Well a little bit about me outside the community. –
I’m a gamer and I play World of Warcraft, Guild Wars, Guild Wars 2, New World and Minecraft and Pony Island as well as Subeta, Saurian, amongst other smaller name games.
I have 5 1/2 cats the half is shared with my childhood best friend.
I love Native American Flutes and own 8 of them.
I am a Practicing Witch. I’m working on the degree program in Witchschool.com
I love Anime- My favorites are Naruto and Fairy Tail and Vampire Knight Academy.
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