Hi ya all.
I’m Alison recently self confirmed as a lesbian woman trapped in a man’s body. Currently treatment for the unfortunate position of looking like a man isn’t happening, hopefully soon : ) .
I came out to everyone recently, been totes crazy. But I’m me and I’ve dug my fantasy 6″ heels in, accept Alison or you know, “go away. ”
Got my name fixed up recently, best day of my life to be honest.
I was a stoner, alcoholic, gambler and syruphead. Its how I escaped the constant pain I didn’t understand. I understand now and it’s all over, double clock me with the way I move and my hair and I’m going to have a great day : ) .
My brother has disowned me for various reasons. I did not treat his wife with any respect one night due to excessive drunkenness and a need for “things” of my own……… I understand this now not at the time, but I will never really forgive myself. I’ve hated women so much over my life, I get why now but it’s still no excuse. All this came out recently and it has clipped my angel wings but I know I deserve so much worse, I was a terrible person. And everyone has to do what they have to do and that’s that. I will love everyone but me at all times, It’s the best I can do now.
Anyway I hope I am welcome here, I’m never going to keep secrets or hide from the world again and I truly want to make the world a better place for everyone. In my mind I’m a defrosting angel, but in the end that’s not for me to decide. The world will judge me.
Love your wannabe angel Alison.
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