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    Toni Hill

    I was excited to come across this site a few days ago while searching for other people who may be questioning there gender or are in transition. I have not talked to anyone about these feelings and as such have felt a little isolated and alone.
    I am a farmer and am married but have not come out for fear of loss or rejection from my wife and family. I have been taking phytoestrogens now for 6 months which I find a help with coping with dysphoria also has helped with emotional and some small physical changes.
    Without going into to much detail here over the past few years I have wondered what was going on with me. I have since my mid 20’s enjoyed dressing in my then wife’s clothes and how I felt wearing them . I have continued that till now however have many of my own clothes.  Every chance I get I go camping or hiking and dress as female. I underdress also which helps. I really don’t like being male and now try not to even think of myself as male.
    I’m a little unsure where I sit on the gender spectrum but see myself as non binary and dress in androgynous way if possible.
    Anyway that’s a little about me. I look forward to making friends here and enjoying all this wonderful site has to offer.
    Warm regards


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    • #121340

      Hi, Toni.  Welcome to TGH.  Like you, I’m also here to make friends and take advantage of all TGH has to offer.

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        Toni Hill

        Thank you Stephanie, I hope you too enjoy all TGH has to offer.

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      Terri Anne

      Hi Toni,

      Welcome to our Wonderful, Accepting, Loving, Helpful Community where you can be safe and be yourself.
      The Warmth, Compaasion and Hospitality of our community members can be found throughout the site.
      You can read about the knowledge and experiances of others on a similar path by reading articles and in the forums and chatting in chat rooms.
      My hope is that you will become comfortable here and make many new friends.

      Glad you are here. Looking forward to more sharing,
      Terri Anne, Ambassador

      Here is a link to the MtoF Chat room:


      ======== TGH Membership PLANS ===================

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        Toni Hill

        Thanks so much Terri Anne for making me feel so welcome here. I have to confess to feeling as though maybe I’m not trans enough to be here but on reading some of the content here it seems people are very accepting no matter where they are on this journey.
        I look forward to getting to know and hopefully make friends with others on TGH.


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      Michelle Lawson

      Hi Toni, welcome to our neck of the world. I do hope you are getting situated and seeing all there is here. Please let me know if you have any questions. Either I, or someone else, will make sure we reply back. I do so hope you will join us in the Chatroom. I enjoy chatting there a lot. If you look in Social -> Member Directory, you can search for other people that may be near by. Or under Places -> Local Places, you can search for all sorts of things that may be near you. Hope to see you chatting soon. Oh, and don’t forget about digging through the Articles and Forums. Loads of information there. And this is a link to some info about navigating the website – https://transgenderheaven.com/forums/topic/member-howto-for-navigating-the-tgh-website/. Hugs, Michelle

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      • #121356
        Toni Hill

        Hi Michelle,

        I just wanted to thank you for welcoming me here and your guidance on availing myself of some of the features of TGH. Much appreciated.


    • #121283

      Hello Toni Welcome to TGH..
      This is a Safe Place..to learn and become your True Self… If you have any Questions… all you need to do is ASK….With Much Love Jessica 💕

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      • #121357
        Toni Hill

        Hello Jessica, thank you for making me feel welcome here. I do have several questions and will ask in time. Would questions best be raised in the chat room or on the forum?


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