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<p style=”text-align: center;”>I have 0 real life friends now since lost only friend to suicide. Having trouble making new friends as adult.</p>
I have no family that doesn’t create harm in this world.
I have ptsd over child abuse and child labor had to deal with everyday when young. Still gives me nightmares every once in a while causing me to fight in sleep.
My swedish trans boyfriend has become super distant over last two years. So i feel super lonely with thoughts.
My trans peer support group kicked me out of group cause i have different thoughts. I don’t feel ignorant but felt treated like i was for having own thoughts on issue.
I lived the start of this year with fucked up roomates that wanted to torture me with mean words and not pay there side of bills.
I hate my mother cause she sent a prostitute to bully my baby sister with words like fat ect. The stuff she told my mom that her bullies at school would say to her. The same stuff that made her want to kill herself.
Im happy to be living life as girl always wanted to be when 7 years old. This and my cats always brings me joy. Playing games and doing projects also enjoy. Also have a clear focus on dreams and feels good.
But i feel i lost more than gained in life and get scared being alone in this world. Just wish i could have a friend in real life that didn’t need to annoy with my bs pain. Just want to be close to another person in some manner.
My question is how does one move forward when all during transition felt lost everything in pursuit of own happiness. How do you look at own happiness important over others?
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