how have you blocked out family haters?

[missyjo]

friends,

I call on your wisdom with happiness n sadness.

several months ago I told my 2 siblings I am trans n they had promised we will always be there to help you, no matter what. that changed the very next day as the Bible thumper told me he cannot accept or participate in this sinful journey of mine. his preaching n hatred has only escalated even above my pleas of stop, you get it off your chest n I cry n wish I was dead..but your happy..Faking stop, now. he continues upping the stakes. 2 weeks ago he started with a call pretending to hear my sude then launched into preaching hatred on the name of Jesus.  this week he sent a long email telling me he needs to protect his family from me n more hatred. the reply I have not yet sent is don’t call, write, text or cone over. don’t go to my funeral. if my name is mentioned ignore it. now you are protected.

it hurts but at the same time I feel like I’m cutting a tumor off of myself n the constant preaching was leading to many self destructive thoughts n wishes.

my friends, any suggestions for a girl who is hurting but knows what she must do? my poor mother will get caught in the middle but I don’t feel I owe my life to protect her from hate.

 

ideas n suggestions welcomed, please.

hugs

missy jo

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[missyjo]

Tia

thank you. I know you’re right n even have letters written, just need to hike my panties up n mail them. you hate me? you need protected from me? good. don’t call or come around n we will both be happier

and somehow I will end up the bad person here. oh well screw it. I can’t défend my right to existe n argue my case to people that hate me constantly..I’m exhausted n wasting energy.

thank you dear.

I’ll try.

hugs

missy

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