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<p style=”text-align: left;”>As the title states, yes, I hate being trans and I also dislike my own ethnicity sometimes. Being trans translates to me that I am a freak of nature, that I am confused, and in need of some sort of religious breakthrough. I wish like people who do not understand about depression I could simply snap out of this. But every waking moment of my life has been a living nightmare for as long as I can remember because I am in this cage of a body that does not belong to me. So I deal with the pain through food. I have been eating a lot or as much as I can throughout the day. Usually junk food. I want to get into drugs and alcohol, just as an escape from the pain. Especially after the passing of my mom a few days ago. I have been very dissociated and nothing feels real. I’m afraid of what might become of me but I am starting not to give a $&@!.</p>
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