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I grew up as a cisgender female until i hit 7th grade because i didnt have a say in what to wear since my church mom was choosing what i would wear and my church dad woudnt let me wear guy clothes and still dosent… when i hit 7th grade they introduced me to lgbtq and i started to question my gender and it was arround that time that i stopped wearing dresses and feminin stuff. then i started to realize i was a guy and started wearing baggy pants baggy shirts and baggy hoodies, sometimes i double bind so much to the point that i have marks all around my top area i cant wear a binder because i have a adoptive sunday church school adoptive mother and a pastor adoptive dad but my birth mother is suportive of lgbtq and is catolic (non practicing) so i basicly grew up with my jesus mom and my pastor dad (adoptif) i want testosterone or T or hrt or hormone replacement terapy (however you call it) and i want top surgery and i want guy clothes and i want to change my name legally to sam and i want people to refer me as he/him/they/them. i might get warned for this but i need to get it off my chest…. if i dont transition when i move out or before i hit 30 im end myself (i would say the other word but it a triger word) also i was hospitalized for wanting to end myself… i have alot more to say but i dont want to spam the chat
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