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[sam carter]

I grew up as a cisgender female until i hit 7th grade because i didnt have a say in what to wear since my church mom was choosing what i would wear and my church dad woudnt let me wear guy clothes and still dosent… when i hit 7th grade they introduced me to lgbtq and i started to question my gender and it was arround that time that i stopped wearing dresses and feminin stuff. then i started to realize i was a guy and started wearing baggy pants baggy shirts and baggy hoodies, sometimes i double bind so much to the point that i have marks all around my top area i cant wear a binder because i have a adoptive sunday church school adoptive mother and a pastor adoptive dad but my birth mother is suportive of lgbtq and is catolic (non practicing) so i basicly grew up with my jesus mom and my pastor dad (adoptif) i want testosterone or T or hrt or hormone replacement terapy (however you call it) and i want top surgery and i want guy clothes and i want to change my name legally to sam and i want people to refer me as he/him/they/them. i might get warned for this but i need to get it off my chest…. if i dont transition when i move out or before i hit 30 im end myself (i would say the other word but it a triger word) also i was hospitalized for wanting to end myself… i have alot more to say but i dont want to spam the chat

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[Terri Anne]

Hello Sam,

Welcome to our TransgGender Heaven (TGH) site: A Wonderful, Accepting, Loving, Helpful Community where you can be safe and be yourself.
The Warmth, Compassion and Hospitality of our community members can be found throughout the site.
You can read about the knowledge and experiances of others on a similar path by reading articles and in the forums and chatting in chat rooms.
My hope is that you will become comfortable here and make many new friends.

Glad you are here,
Terri Anne, Ambassador

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[Stephanie Lindsay]

Welcome and feel free to PM me :)💋

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