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I started to write an introduction thinking I would give some background, but it ended up like a work of Shakespeare’s. So here’s my summarised version.
I’m 66 years young. I’ve been different both gender and sexually since a very young age. This was all repressed in my teens and then a career path which moulded me into an assertive, angry, discontented male. Eventually I cracked and had a breakdown at the age of 40. But I came out of that a different person. Something from the past was bubbling, almost subconsciously, around my head. I drifted into BDSM, both sub and Dom and that led me into cross dressing. And I felt wonderful when dressed. And then came the light bulb moment about 10 years ago. Over the period of a few months I recalled all the things I had buried, and everything clicked into place. The dressing now had real meaning and context. Then in 2018 decided to take it one step further. I started hormone treatment at the beginning of 2019 with support from GenderGP and my own GP. At the moment I don’t think I will go the full SRS but really want an orchiectomy.
So nowadays I’m much happier and less angry. If I’m labelled then would be Gender Fluid, pansexual, trans woman. I’m not particularly bothered about pronouns, other than being addressed “Mr” sends shudders down my spine. I like to be called Jas by friends. I look forward to chatting with you all.
Love Jas x
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