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One never knows where life will lead them and we count on our parents to help us when we fall and be a guide to inner happiness . For 25 years I was under that impression which I had my parents support and the proud feeling it created inside . It was a great confident boost shining within which reflected outwards upon the world .
I started my journey this is how I felt on top of the world , support form my family and it’s a big family 8 kids ! 3 boys and 5 girls ( includes me ) . Most of my family has moved on the great gig in the sky leaving one Sister and my Mom .
Turns out my Mom never did really support me at all . She never wanted me to make the transition and now that my life is back on track . She will not expect me as her daughter and wants nothing more to do with me . At a time where I need her the most as I deal with past issues for support she turns her back .
Normally this would send me into a deep depression where I will spend days even up to weeks lying in bed and balling my eyes out . But yet I have no emotion towards this . It doesn’t bother me at all …it’s like I’m finally free !
Almost like a huge weight of guilt has been lifted out of my soul and it’s peaceful , peaceful feeling on content . I will not sacrafice my happiness or who I’m so another can feel good about themself while I continue to suffer within . It is my life and I chose to be happy !
I stand tall with my head held high , proud of who I’m filled with love and beauty ! As I enter a new chapter in my life I’m wiser for letting go .
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