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I finally got a chance to write about the things that I have experienced over the course of the last 9 years that I have been fully transitioned as a woman. I think I was about 4 years old when I discovered that I was actually a female but just in a guy’s body which was weird but true and the more I thought about wanting to be a woman all the time and doing the stuff women do rather than the stuff men do was a fantasy of mine. I was about 11 or 12 when I started reading up on being a woman and started crossdressing which was fun but kind of strange at first. The worst was when I was in school and had a class that had all boys in it, actually there was one girl (me) but no one actually knew that.
I pretty much started out just dressing in my bedroom and not going too far from there but after awhile I got more and more better at it so I started to venture a little further. When my parents were gone I would just be in the house dressed up it was who I wanted to be. My parents knew about me wanting to be a female but I don’t think they thought I’d actually go through with everything which I finally did in 2010 and now live full time as a female and love it. I know there is no going back to being a man and that doesn’t bother me because I am finally who I want to be.
At first when I was transitioning I was a little nervous thinking do I really want to do this then I thought to myself I really don’t have anything to lose. I don’t have a job, I don’t have any friends to lose just some to gain once I become a female and thought this is it this is what I have been wanting to do for years and I finally have the chance to do it and live full time as a woman.
I was pretty miserable as a male and didn’t really do much of anything because I was always thinking about being a woman and knowing someday I’ll get there. It took a little while getting use to being a woman all the time and using the women’s restroom was a little strange at first but I got use to it and it’s a piece of cake now, I’m accepted as one of the women and I love it. No one needs to know anything about my past so I leave it at that. I got a full time job as a city bus driver in Seattle and have been on that job now for a little over three years and I love it. I had always liked buses growing up and wanted to be a bus driver someday, well I guess two dreams came true for me in that regard. I don’t feel strange at all as there are several other female bus drivers and it was a few years after I fully transitioned that I got the job.
Overall I would say that having female on my driver’s license is one of the bigger things I am really happy I was able to have changed, all my documents say female with my female name. I really feel blessed and really happy to be a woman. Sometimes I don’t think much about it but at other times I think wow this is so cool being a woman like I’m suppose to be.
Hope everyone enjoyed reading this, I hope to post a lot more in the future here soon.
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