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Everything seems to be going my way right now. I should be very happy, but instead I’m increasingly nervous. I’m not used to getting the things I want..the things that are going to make me happy. And when I do get them, it’s usually just a prequel to something horrible coming my way. So far everyone I’ve told about Jessica has been very supportive. Things seem to be going my way with counselors, doctors…all that. I even told my girlfriend because she’s wanting something a lot more serious, and all she said was “Oh, Jessica that’s great! I’ll have the best of both worlds. And I want you to be happy!” I should be very happy..and I am. But I’m also so afraid it’s going to all come crashing down any moment. I’m sorry sisters…I know this is attention seeking behavior. I just need someone to tell me I’m over-thinking and it’s gonna be OK. In my life, when something has seemed too good to be true, it’s because it IS. Thank you all for listening. 💋
💕 – Jessica
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