Just took my first step to transitioning finally admitting to myself this is what i want, as a child with 3 sisters and the only male sibbling in the wider family although im not feminine in looks in any way i dressed up in private and wore bras and filled them to create breasts, and often wondered what its like to have a vagina, but i was and still not attracted to men,in my early teens i learnt that my mums cousin paul was now pauline and had the surgery to be female, it was obviously sniggred at and the talk of the family, but that always intrigued me, and i have dressed up in private all my life 15yrs of marriage ended, and not due to this but i always said if for any reason my marriage ends i will seriously consider fullfilling my natural desire to transition, ive had my children, and if im honest with my self ive never had a good relationship with my penis and now im at the point its alien to me and just wish it gone, i have a body suit with breasts bum and vagina i wear which helps pull of my look and feel good in myself ,but im ready for the real transitioning 1st contact made with uk [email protected] self referral, long wait ahead and reaching out on this site im on the right path.