I knew at a young age I was different and had feelings that I wanted to be a female. I would sneak into my mother's wardrobe and try on her things. When I did it just felt correct inside. Back then I had no idea what I was and I tried to suppress the feelings that I had. Those feelings never went away. Later on in life I came across our sister site CDH. I met many wonderful girls there but still felt like I didn't fit in. Someone said you don't really belong here, go try TGH. My mind was like, How am I transgender? I'm not out yet, I'm not on HRT, How am I trans? So I gathered up the courage to join, made a profile. Then the nervousness and fear set in, signing onto chat. I believe my opening line was something like this. Hi I'm Kimberly, I came from CDH and they said I don't fit in over there. I don't know where I fit in anymore. Much to my surprise I was welcomed here with open arms. The girls helped me figure out that I wasn't different, I fit in just fine. I was transgender and always have been. I finally found my place.