I am a married old lady wannabe who is starting to realize that much of my mood swings are probably caused by not accepting the truth about myself. So lately I've been working this out with the help of a therapist, which is proving useful... and a bit scary at this same time. Granted, crossdressing has always been a part of my life, but it seems to me that there is much more to it than just makeup, silks and satins, bras and panties, and my favorite .. pantyhose. No, I don't have all the answers, but I am definitely enjoying the ride alot more. My wife and two children are a very important part of my life, and are a significant factor in why I never divulged my secret.