I have been crossdresser since I was a kid. When I grew up and move out from my family (21) I started to crossdress more actively. It was a big secret until I told my very supportive wife (24). I have stopped to dress as a woman when my first child was born(27). I got depressed for multiple reasons and one of them was suppressing this desire (31). I decided to start again and let myself to accept the feminine part of me. Recently I just realized it is not just a part of me but actually this is how I want/should present myself all the time.not so long ago I also came out to my therapist that I want to be a woman. I am in the phase to accept these feelings.