I am in my forties. I am male. During the past five years I have started painting my nails. Mainly my toe nails because there easy to conceal and they don’t seem to draw the same kind of attention as painted fingernails.I’m not sure what I am supposed to consider myself. I crossed dressed as a child. Then I lived as 100% hyper-masculine guy. Now I am brave enough to be more of who I feel I have been inside.