Since four years of age, I have felt I was in the wrong body. I have dressed and wished I was a girl but kept it hid from the society that insists on only two labels and is not open minded enough to accept that EVERYBODY is DIFFERENT and unique. I am old now and finally coming to a crossroad that has brought me to the decision of finally coming out and letting my feminine side glow in the warm light. I recently lost my wife who passed and through man many hours of soul searching and finally just not caring what others may think or even do to me, I am Emily Eve. I dress every day now, I am completely free of body hair, I have come out to some family members and close friends and the list is growing. I am now researching and want to get on HRT as I become more and more feminine every day. My closet is now full of beautiful dresses, shoes and accessories and I am learning every day about makeup and grooming to the finest detail. I am looking for friends that I can call on for emotional and advice support and just friends that I can talk to. The other day I had to put boy clothes on for a few hours and I realized how sad it has been to do so all my life. If I could go back in time I would do so without hesitation.