Gender questioning since preteens, primarily identified as male through most of my life, later accepting my desire to crossdress, then identifying as closeted MTF transgender, out to my wife and trans daughter, but not my adult son. I started started on blockers in 11/16 and on estradiol in 3/17. Needed to stop estrogen for medical reasons after 2 1/2 years, but continue on finasteride. No intention to surgically transition, and I've now come to realize my most authentic self is as transgender non-binary, genderfluid. I recently even came out to my son, who is fully accepting of my identifying as genderfluid.