I realize now, after over 60 years of thinking I was only a crossdresser, that I have been a transgender woman from birth. I was only a young boy of 4/5 years and remember wishing I was a girl, praying that I could wake up as one. I've always had a strong feminine side, So feminine gestures and mannerisms used to get me teased and bullied in school. I've always identified with females and most of my friends in school were girls. All of this is still the way I feel today. The most recent major change in my life is the fact that I've found out that I am an intersex female! After all these years, the pieces of the puzzle are all falling into place - and now it all makes a lot more sense!