Im transgender, my partner of 10 years died recently, and Im sort of lost without them. Id never met anyone until Vicki who accepted me-no rejoiced in who I am, so consquentially my relationships have been short lived and disastrous until I met her. That was when 10 years ago. Far as we were concerned, we were going to see our old age together, and were getting married next year. I don't have any friends, my family has long since gone, and in any case had disowned me anyway. When you lose your soulmate it cuts you adrift, I'm trying to find a new reason each day to carry on - a promise I made. Ive recently resumed writing, drawing, and doing tarot readings again (done it since I was 15, on and off) If anyones interested, I can do readings for them.