hi, the first i found out something was not how it was supposed to be was a girl i went to school with 14 at the time over 50 years ago. anyway she bought a new dress showed it to me i said very nice she asked me would i put it on so she could get a good look at .i said no but she very perswasive and i did like her and found out i actually liked it we started getting dressed up together on many ocassions which really forward too. but all the time thinking there was somthing not right after iwas a boy but liked it next thing started trying to wear my mothers things still thinking i was doing somthing wrong then the inevatable happened got caught by my mum thought she would kill me we just sat down and talked. but this all happened in the late sixtys . so just tried to be what i was born a growing teenager .even joined the paras to more manly succeeded for 6 years got out back to civi street was walking round alarge department with female freind she bought some clothes and stuff , i ended up buying some really nice janet reager underwear under the pretense it was for her ,not a chance i wore for a week before it was washed i loved every minute got married different women seemed like the right thing to do as most men did in 70s and 80s had a beutifull daughter and as before started wearing the wifes thing got caught in the garage .by her not good ended indivorce badly. while i was single again kept buying womens clothes to wear in house never daring to go even into the garden. eventually got remaarried to a beutifull women inside and out but life got the better of still dressing up and feeling stronger than ever .till one day about 12 years i just had to tell her which at first it hit her like a sledge hammer thought i killed best thing in my life including her 4 yes lovely girls she told it was her or my wardrobe so i packed it all away got really sad and depressed for along time could not cope on the inside for a long time , i finally told her that i have to be who i am even if we break up which have both our hearts . but she agreed if its what i have be to happy she was going to support me and to this we still love each other but we do not have sex anymore but was with mutual agreement as you do not have sex to stillin love with each over and my children all 5 girls are behind us in this the begining of gennifer. my male name was kevin and i am 70