Hi Jess thanks for your warm welcoming 🙂
first of all English is not my first language so, maybe sometimes you might need a bit of work to understand what I am writing, sorry !
I am glad that you know it from very young age, I wish I did. When I was younger I like to pretend to be a girl, wearing my mum or my sister dress but, it costed me so much, been bullied, no boys want to be friend with me, and always been picked cause I was weak.
So, on my teenage years, I tried so hard to be like a “man”.
10 years ago, I moved to Australia. starting to live my life as a gay man. Then, I still couldn’t accept myself as a trans, there was a strong stigma in my belief where I been taught since I was little.
only recent year, I finally come forward and say to myself that I am done pushing myself back.
I have a bad self-esteem issues, inner negative talk, keep telling myself that I am not good enough.
Enough talking about me for now.. ha ha ha
Have you started HRT yet?