It’s really been something realizing how much I was repressing myself, how internalized my transphobia is.
I thought I was going to die when I first started really considering all of this. For whatever reason, it felt like its cool for other people to be trans, but the moment I considered it for myself I violently rejected the notion for a bit. I’m feeling better about it now, but I can certainly relate to the “broken” feeling.
Wanting to transition isn’t a disease or anything like that, it’s the cure to one.
P.S. – I’m supposed to go shopping for lady stuff (in person) for the first time soon!