Hi Elizka, I sympathise about the hair. Mine’s giving me real dysphoria, bordering on panic.
I used to have really thick, long, flowing hair, almost forcing me into accepting myself as Sophie every few months. I ruthlessly cut it back to conform. Over and over again.
Then a couple of years ago it started thinning. Last year, noticeably receding. I’ve been growing it out this year, but it is so thin and gappy on top: just won’t look right. Combing forward is all that works.
It makes me well up inside when I think how I used to look, or how I could look now if I’d started transition ten or twenty years ago. And if don’t start HRT soon, I will be bald and wearing wigs for the rest of my life. It might be that I’m already doomed to that… just don’t know yet.
Sorry, I’ve realised that might not help you very much. Do take care though xx
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